I'm depressed if i should come back to my ex-boyfriend, i met my husband before him thru chat and came to my place in Peru, then i met my ex-bf he was my neighbor i had fun with him in real life activity, but my parents and i migrated to US where my husband live, my husband came to pick me up a week after my birthday to get married with him i thought my ex-boyfriend is just a past that i can just forget but the moments we spent with each other was actually the best moments happend in my life, but 3 years passed by and i still love him, i'm still 20 year old. still dont have kids with my husband, and his not treating me well and he dont treat my parents well...but i dont wanna divorce him coz i feel bad to do that to my current husband..but i think its a mistake marrying him but if i dont do anything i'll stay this way feeling hopeless  please help me, what should i do?